A life at the behest of some responsibilities

Lets describe you about my past experience,that I had faced somewhere in past.The flip side,that I faced in the preparation of CAT,was I didn't able to keep my mind,well going,unless I had a case causing some sense for my betterment.The moment ,I asked my eyes play for me some act in my brain,I didn't get the ideas,as were followed ,before the incident took place.I faded in the way,I had chosen for my life betterment.But,it was the luck factor,that made even the nook corner of my horoscope to work bad for me.So having passed some of this moment,I forgot bringing myself up for next ordeal,which I thought,would not uplift my style to a label,that cud see a life ahead.