Time happened to be unfriendly to me

It came to me when I had been advanced more toward affair as it used to seem by my friends, they used to say me Rohit are u seriously enveloped in some love affair and all it did happen becoz at that I was completely being a novice in making love affair, But it churned out as day started leaving me in progression towards love. Even that I swayed away to find myself in which entrapment I have been pegged,becoz I used to feel desultory on being deeply attached to girl due to the ancestral dictum I had to follow at that time. Though I felt guity but as I was told to elaborate your Idea, I confessed that whatever thing is going ,has no reference to put stupidity to my culture. So, day seemed to me a difficult maze to pass it and all day I drenched down in severe aghast from making Love.I thought till I started making love I have never been seen doing heinous work,as I did make now.So what do u think was this being done wrong.